Well, only kind of. Its possible this particular insanity can be directly traced to boredom with a nice dash of no sex in a pretty long time. I am just repeatedly drawn to making the same mistakes over and over (by the way still no sex, don't get your panties in a bunch). Which may well explain why I think/assume I may never get married. It may well be a very valid self defense--against myself. My self defense must defend me from myself because chances are, I am going to be the one doing the damage.
I am very sleepy now. I will go to bed and hopefully I will sleep through the night without getting phone calls from people in other time zones who find it amusing to wake me up.
Where's Beebo?! There she is!!!
13 years ago
